There is so much between Heaven & Earth.

She is dead?!

Another day of my brother’s clever remarkable innocent way of thinking.

I just got home from school with my younger sister, Joanne, while Christopher stayed home and took the time of the day to bring our poor mother to the edge of pure insanity. The instant I put my foot in the door-step, she shoved Chris my way and with a I’m-way-too-close-to-killing-him glare, she slammed the door in my face. So much to “Hey, honey. Did you have a good day today?”.

Anyway, as much as I’d have liked to put him to sleep with few sedative shots, I had to entertain him somehow. With an innocent and somewhat relieved smile in my face, I pulled my phone out and called our elder sister – Michaela. I almost begged for her to immediately come to our place (not so long of a way, considering she lives next door – literally). After a minute or two that, for me, seemed like an eternity in hell with devil’s spouse she actually arrived. Yet, not alone. She brought her son, my lovely nephew, to add the fuel to the fire.

Since our mom didn’t want to see any of us in the near future, she decided to cherish the life she was given and stayed in my room – seemed like a good idea at that time.
“Chris, can’t you just sit down here and be quiet while I rest? My head is pounding and is going to blow up if I don’t do anything about it,” I said.
“But I don’t want to sit, I want to play with Vojta! Look, Vojta! I have my undies on my head, look! I’m a Spider-maaaan!” yelled Christopher VERY loudly and started the long rung through my room to piss me off even more.
“SIT-DOWN-THIS-INSTANT, or you’ll see what I’m capable of,” I gritted through my teeth, partly because of the migraine ruining my day.
“Mama, Christine is threatening to kill me! Tell her something!” whined Chris.
“Shut your mouth already! I am not in the least interested in your fights! You can kill each other for all I care!” shouted our mother his direction. I just smirked, shook my head and crawled into the welcoming warmth  of my comfortable bed. I could hear the loud steps closing the distance between the two of us in my head. Like dwarves with giant hammers doing their part of work. Mere ten seconds after I laid my very painfully throbbing head on the pillow, he kicked the door open. At least, that’s what it sounded like.

“Where is Christine?” asked Christopher not sounded at all interested in the response. My sister took it upon herself to put him in his place.
“She couldn’t stand you so she jumped out of the window,” said Michaela without as much as a glance his way.
“She is dead?!” shrieked Chris. Who would’ve known? Maybe he cares… “Can I see?” Then again, maybe not…
“No, she’s not dead, you dummy, she only broke her legs,” answered my still calm elder sister.

“I see.. did you call the ambulance?” asked Chris seriously. I love messing with him almost as much as my sister.
“No, she’s grown up, thus she is perfectly capable of calling the ambulance herself. Shush now, I have important work that needs to be done,” said my sister and cleared the debris from her virtual farm field some more. I knew even without looking down from my bed (‘ve got a bunk bed) he didn’t leave, I could hear the gears in his head work at full speed.
“Okay then,” mumbled Chris and left to tell mom. “Mom, Christine isn’t dead, she only jumped out of the window and now she has broken legs, so don’t worry!”

With that being said, I leaned over the railing and it only took one look to get both of us laughing. Let’s just say that when my little bro found out we were joking, he ignored me. Even if a little harsh, it’s a good way to get my piece of peace and quiet AND a good laugh. Who am I to protest?

New story in progress

<Dec 22, 2010 @ 14:30>

Hello, there,

let me give you a short introspective look into one of my recently written stories. It’s a new one, one I’ve been working so hard on, one I’ve been thinking so much about.

“I’ve been sitting here for so long now but for some reason I can’t force myself to stand up. I got lost in my own thoughts. What I’m losing my head for, you ask? I have a secret. I was given an extraordinary gift. A very tempting, yet very dangerous gift. Have you ever wondered whether anyone sees the world the same way you do? Have you ever wondered what they think about? Have you every wanted to know? Well, I have. Let me tell you something, though. It’s not nearly as different from ourselves as you would think. Been there, seen it.
What’s so dangerous, you ask? Right, it might seem safe to you, but what is safe about losing your mind just because you hinder for too long? The thing is, when you wish to invade someone’s mind, you transfer your temporary mind into his own and if you stay too long, your mind will know not how to go back. It will become permanent, your own body will die and the mind you just recently occupied will begin fighting. the transfer itself is a very complicated and tiring process and even for a strong mind, such as mine, it’s a lost battle.
The first time I transfered I almost lost myself. That time, I learned my lesson and now I know when to retreat. Would you?
Well, it happened by the sunrise of my 15th birthday…”

Interesting enough for you to read? Please, comment on this to let me know whether to post the story or not. It’s still in progress so it might take me some time – even more now that I don’t have a computer. It just blew up somehow… nevermind that… so don’t be mad if it takes me too long to approve or response and please be patient with me.

Merry Christmas to you lot!
Christine

Chapter 1 pt1

EVA’S POV

It’s been four years since The Race. I, of course, returned with my dad, Stan a Koji who are now our main mechanics, and our private Oh-So-Great-Avatar, Jordan that still needs to figure out his powers. He left the Oban with a promise of visiting every now and then to check on everything. Rick traveled all around the world and then came back to Wei Enterprises as my personal coach. Cool, huh? And prince Aikka returned to his kingdom as a new King to fulfill his duties. Boring stuff, if ya ask me.

I on the other hand started new school and believe it or not, it’s only a week til the end of school and my graduation. You see, my grades aren’t bad at all so I have no reason to freak out like everyone else. Yet my dad does that for both of us. He says: „I believe in you, but what if you don’t pass? You must be so nervous…“. Pretty funny actually. It’s no big deal, right?

A week later

„I’M GONNA FAIL SO BAD!“ That is what I believe a mental breakdown is. So much for a good start of the day. It seems that our roles switched. My dad now believes in me much more and knows that I can do whatever I want to and such an exam can’t be much of a bother compared to Great Race of Oban. On the other hand I am freaking out.

„Breathe, Eve, breathe,“ I mutter and close my eyes. „Calm down, you can do it.“

After few minutes of deep breathing I calmed down and was actually able to step out of my own room. I could smell pancakes even from upstairs. Rick is making breakfast. That just lit my eyes like little torches and made me hurry. I knew that if I wasn’t there before Jordan, there would be nothing left for me to eat.

I skipped few stairs and jumped right down. I could hear Jordan near the house as he was coming every morning for his daily training routine.

„You’re so not eating all the pancakes, Mr. Great Avatar!“ I mumbled and with a swift move I jumped behind the table grabbing still hot pancakes.

„Slow down, Mouse. You are gonna choke on that one,“ chuckled Rick.

„Na’ gonna happen,“ I said with my mouth full of the hot pancake bliss.

„You ate all the pancakes! That’s not fair! You knew I was coming, why didn’t you left some for me? You’re so gonna be fat!“ cried Jordan.

„Puhi,“ I smiled, then stuffed the rest of the food on my plate and stood up. „Wish me luck.“

With this I left.

NOBODY’S POV

„You know you don’t have to worry about her. Mouse will make it, easily,“ said Rick.

„I know, I know. It’s just these teachers. They are complete idiots,“ sighed Don and went out. Rick chuckled and started to make another plate of pancakes for the whining Jordan.

EVA’S POV

„Hi there, babycakes,“ smiled one of my best friends, Ian. I swear I didn’t make even ten steps out of the door of our kitchen and I was surrounded by my best friends – Ian and Samantha. Lovely couple.

„Hey Eve. Ya ready?“ smirked Samantha. I could feel my mood drop.

„Gee thanks. And here I was trying to forget,“ I said. Sam just shrugged and took me by my shoulders.

„Let’s go, guys,“ she said and literally dragged us to school. She can be such a nerd sometimes.

Just when we were in front of the school gate, I could swear I saw her eyes twinkle. She left us behind and ran into the school. How can she be so active in the morning?

„Sometimes I think she already graduated. Look at her! No stress at all. Is that even possible?“said Ian and shook his head.

„Not sure. I am so shaken I might not even get in there in time,“ I mumbled.

Of course. With head held high and smile plastered all over my face. With that, Ian hugged me and wished me good luck. We then stepped into the school towards our last day of school.

F***ed up potion

It was one beautiful and sunny day when a sudden loud scream was heard throughout the whole Hogwarts.

„HOLY CRAAAP! I swear I’m gonna kill you one day, Wormtail! Next time watch where you’re going with that toxic crap!“ yelled Sirius in a high-pitched voice. Let’s say, he wasn’t the only one up for a big surprise

„What the…?“ said James quite surprised himself when he stopped in his tracks, blinked few times, then bursted out laughing. „Famous and beloved Sirius Black lost his manly voice. HILARIOUS! Ahahaha.“ James was literally rolling on the floor laughing.

„That ain’t funny, Prongs!“ screeched Sirius, which made James laugh even harder.

„Stop it! Ya killin’ me!“ said James still laughing like mad.

„Oh no. You’re wrong, my dear friend. I’m not killing you… yet!“ said Sirius. James took the hint and with a wide smile plastered on his face he ran for it. They stopped after a few minutes of running around the classroom when the teacher spotted them and made them sit down.

„Sorry, man. I didn’t mean it like that,“ apologized James sincerely.

„Look at it from my view. What would you do if you…“ said Sirius but stopped and suddenly swayed with a faint expression.

„Hey, are you alright, Sirius?“ asked worried Remus and put a hand on his shoulder.

„I feel dizzy.“ That was the last thing Sirius said before he fainted.

When Sirius woke up, the first thing to hit him was bright light coming through the window. Sirius stood up and made few steps towards the window. As soon as he was there a loud scream coming from the door was heard. The Marauders came.

„Wake up, Padfoot! The sun is twittering and the birds are shining. Get your ass out of the bed!“ said James cheerfully but Sirius didn’t seem to react.

„Oh, there you’re,“ smiled James when he spotted raven-haired person standing by the window. That was the moment for Sirius to turn around.

„Whoa. Hey there, beauty. You free tonight? I bet you’ve never been to boy’s dormitory. Want me to show you around?“ asked James with a hint of flirt in his voice when Sirius faced him.

„What the…“ said Sirius slightly confused. „Oh… ehm, I don’t know how to put it… You should’ve told me before when I ‘ve still tried to find the right orientation. I sure would have considered you. You know,  I don’t wanna hurt your feelings but you’re not my type.“

„What do you mean ‘not your type’? I’m everyone’s type,“ laughed James.

„Look, Jimmy. I know you long enough and believe me, you’re not,“ Sirius patted his back.

„Jimmy? Only one person calls me that… Padfoot?!“ cried out James in sheer surprise.

„Who else would I be? Don’t you recognize your best buddy?“ asked Sirius.

„Well… you look a little bit… different now,“ stated James.

„Different? How ‘different’?“

„Look for yourself,“ said James simply and handed him a mirror.

„SWEET JESUS!“ screamed Sirius.

„What are we gonna do about it?“ spoke Remus.

„I’ve got a friggin’ genius idea!“ shouted James after a while of silence.

„I’m not sure I’m ready to hear it… Actually I know I don’t wanna know,“ mumbled Remus.

„Ok, enlighten us,“ smiled Sirius.

„I’m a friggin’ genius… You’re gonna pretend to be a girl!“ screeched James like out of his mind.

„Your point?“ asked Sirius.

„YOU’RE GONNA MAKE LILY LOVE ME!“ screamed enthusiastically James and pointed at himself.

„Oh James, James… my little naive friend. You know I’m your friend, right? We’ve known each other for a really long time now and I feel bad to destroy your sweet illusion, but I’m no almighty,“ Sirius shook his head and patted his friend’s back.

James ignored it and returned to his cheerful mood.

„We can surely use this to our benefit!“ said James.

„How’s that?“ asked Sirius.

„Girls’ lockers, girls’ bedrooms, GIRLS’ BATHROOM!“ screamed excited James.

„But you know that the duration of the potion is one day, right? Which makes it… one hour left.“ said Remus calmly and looked at his watch when James and Sirius started preparing the plan.

„How do you know?“ turned James his head.

„This isn’t the first time someone messed up a potion like this, you know,“ answered Remus and when he saw the door close behind Sirius. „Why did I tell them again? Could have been much funnier.“

They brought up a plan to make Lily notice James in a whole new light but Sirius needs to make up a new identity and a reason for his arrival. While he thinks, he bumps into someone. Oh yeah, speak of the devil.

Lily: „I’ve never seen you here before. Who are you?“

Sirius: „I’m an exchange student for Sirius Black from Beaubatons .

Some girl: „You know. I’ve heard about you and you’re not as pretty as rumor says.“

Sirius: „What the f…? I mean, what do you mean by ‘not so pretty’? Anyway my name’s Sir… I mean…“

Lily: „You forgot your name?“

Sirius: „My name’s… Cerealh.“

Some girl: „How do you spell it?“

Sirius: „Oh, ehm.. Sí, í, ár, í, ej, el… flemch…“

Lily: „So you’re Arabian?“

Sirius: „No, look at my ass, it says: Made in Hogwarts.“

Lily already took few hints and was starting to see the resemblance.

Lily: „Do you know a guy called Sirius? You somehow resemble him.“

Sirius: „He’s my brother.“ said bewildered Sirius.

Lily: „You know, Sirius has never mentioned having a sister.

Sirius: „He doesn’t like speaking about our family. You know, our mom was a slut and each of us have a different father. I have another 10 brothers and 10 sisters and every child of our family have a tattoo of Hogwart’s coat-of-arms. When she was calling out for us to come for a lunch it was kinda embarrassing when she pulled our pants down and searched for a sign that we’re her children.“

Lily: „Now I understand why Sirius is such a womanizer.“ muttered Lily. „But if he’s in Beaubatons he should be… wait! If you’re an exchange student for him and you’re here, that must mean that he is… Oh Holy Mother! We have to warn them!“

Sirius: „No need to. I already did and they’re sure to be prepared when he arrives.“

Lily: „Ok. I’m sure you must be tired from the journey and we’re just heading to a special bathroom. Why don’t you join us?“

Sirius could almost hear bells in his head and thought: I must be dead because it seems that I got to the heaven. Oh but the price is too high.

Sirius:  „Sure, why not?“

Sirius, Lily and some girl that remained silent entered the lockers. When they entered, they saw few girls already half-naked standing there and chatting. If it weren’t for the mission, Sirius would’ve started drooling like the man he was.

After few minutes one of the girls oversaw Sirius standing there doing nothing and thought that he’s simply shy.

„Come on,“ said the girl. „No one here has as pretty ass as you so don’t be silly and take it off. By the way what’s your secret?“

„You know I have to keep in condition. Every morning starts with few… at least 100 push-ups and three rounds around Hogwarts but my favourites are still bar-bells,“ said Sirius dreamy-looking. Lily suddenly realized that something’s not right and unconsciously covered herself.

„So who do you like? Spill it!“ said one of the girls a while later.

„Definitely James,“ answered Sirius with a mischievous smile when he turned his back on them and Lily obviously freezed. Sirius started his prepared speech about how great he is. And his monologue ends with: „… and have you ever noticed his purr-fect butt? Just to grab and squeeze…“

„How come you know Potter so well?“ asked Lily.

„We spent our childhood with James but then they separated us for a long time. I think it only strengthened our relationship. Now I feel that my feelings for him are deeper and more intense,“ explained Sirius with fake dreamy look. ,You owe me big time, man.’

„And about my brother… I was wondering why’s love keeping such a distance from him,“ said Sirius and winked at the girls.

„Maybe because he’s not interested in such a thing,“ smirked Lily.

„That’s not true!“ cried out Sirius quite offended when he realized that his voice is back. ,I’m changing back!’

„I gotta go,“ said Sirius suddenly, dressed up and ran out.

„Man, that was close!“ blurted out Sirius when he ran into the infirmary.

„Did it work? Is Lily already in love with me?“ asked hastily James.

„So that’s what it was about, you pervs? Oh just you wait, I’m so gonna take a revenge,“ was heard from the door, but when they turned around to see, no one was there.

„Who was that, Moony?“ asked confused Sirius.

„Lily,“ said Remus with a wide smile.

You are… pregnant??

You see, I don’t have only two siblings – The Krakens – but also an older sister, Michaela. She is 23 now but when this happened, she was barely 21 and a little bit… space consuming, if you get me. Once, she popped in here to pay us a little nice visit. My lil’ bro Chris went to open the door but when he saw her standing there he stopped middle tracks.

“Hi, Mia… are you fat?” asked Christopher (he was little over 4 at that time) enthusiastically.
“No, Tophie, I’m pregnant. I am awaiting,” answered my sis with a light chuckle.
“Awaiting? What are you awaiting?”
“A baby.”
“Here? But today is Saturday and mommy said that Mr. Postman doesn’t come at weekends.”
“No. I have it right here, with me. Here, in m’ belly.”
“In your belly…? YOU ATE HIM?!” Chris screamed all scared.
“No,” Mia laughed. “Wait… it just kicked me, pretty hard. Wanna feel it? I bet, he will be a football player,” Mia said and laughed again.
” Kicked? Football player? YOU ATE A FOOTBALL TOO?! MAMMA, MIA ATE A FOOTBALL AND A BABY!! SHE WILL EAT ME!! Can you make her something to eat? Maybe she then won’t want to eat me… or we can always give Joanne to her if she’s naughty again…”

That was 2 years ago, but now they are 6 and don’t think that postman carries babies around. Their current theory is much better, yet that is a story for another time.

Prologue

This story starts 4 years after The Great Race of Oban, only one day before Eva’s 19th birthday.

 - Since her birthday, Eva has weird dreams. Who is the mysterious woman that appears every night in her dreams? 

 - Is the legend of Seven Queens honestly true? And if it is, who’s the Seventh and last heir of Khaileria‘s throne?

 - New enemies are coming. What if something or someone more dangerous than Canalleto exists? Will it go after Eva and her friends again? 

 - Old friends are coming back into view. Who’ll win Eva’s heart? Aikka, Jordan or maybe someone else?

 - And at least. Eva’s changing. What is the true meaning of her problems? 

These and more questions are on my mind. If you want to find it out, just stay with me and read my story. The adventure has just begun.

Death to rubber ducks!

You can’t imagine the rage I was in when I went to the bathroom yesterday evening. My twin siblings were getting a bath, which I didn’t know about, and they made a total mess of the room (we don’t have a spacious bathroom, so it was quite easy). When I opened the door, there was a water wave splashing all over and around me. I scolded them, spanked them and made them clean it up. When they did, I released them and went to drown the wrath of mine in a basin. Imagine the shock that washed over me (‘nstead of water) when I stepped in. There was a friggin’ rubber duck innocently laying on the floor completely blocking my way without me even noticing. And what did I do? Of course, I stepped on it trying out my balance. Don’t have to tell what fail it was, do I? It was then when I realized I wish no more than the disposal of that every little piece of yellow rubber.

Dream of you

„Blah blah,“ TALKING

‘Blah Blah’ THOUGHTS

(Blah blah) AUTHOR’S NOTE

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HARUHI’S POV

Today in the club will be long with Tamaki and his breathtaking hugs, Kyoya increasing my high enough debt and with Hitachiin brothers, forcing me to whatever they think of in the moment. The only ones that act nice to me are Honey-sempai and Mori-sempai. Mori-sempai… I wish for him to see my feelings towards him.

Maybe he would notice, if I showed it more. But then the others would notice it too and they would thwart it. I can’t let it happen! Even if I know that Honey-sempai wouldn’t be against it and maybe helped me… THAT’S IT! I’ll ask him for help.

NO ONE’S POV

Haruhi ran through full halls to Third Music Room. She stopped in front of it and slowly opened the door.

„You’re late,“ said Kyoya as cold as usual.

„I’m sorry. I met Princess Yume-sama, who asked me for information about today event in Host Club,“ said Haruhi absolutely breathless and then turned to Honey-sempai.

„Can I talk to you in private, please?“ asked politely Haruhi and Honey nodded. Mori wanted to accompany him as always but Honey stopped him and said it’s okay.

„What’s wrong, Haru-chan?“ asked Honey and closed the door behind him.

„At first, promise me, that you’ll keep everything I’ll tell you for yourself and you can’t tell anyone. Especially not to Mori-sempai,“ said Haruhi and Honey nodded.

„It looks like I’m starting to realize some feelings… towards Mori-sempai and I definitely don’t know what to do,“ whispered Haruhi, which made Honey laugh.

„I know you do,“ said Honey still laughing.

„Is it really that obvious? And… do you think, he likes me? I just want to know, if I should tell him or not,“ said Haruhi sad.

„Look Haru. I know Takashi all my life and I know how he feels. Believe me when I say he likes you,“ smiled Honey knowingly.

„How do you know?“ asked Haruhi desperately.

„‘Cause he told me so,“ giggled Honey. „I’ll give you an advice. Today’s the singing competition in Club, right? Sing for him and you’ll see,“ said Honey and returned to Music Roon.

‘Sing for him? Wait… how could he know that I composed a song for Mori-sempai?’ thought Haruhi confused and went in. (Originally the song sings Kirsten Dunst in movie called Get Over It, but right now I’ll give it to Haruhi for a while ^_^)

„What was so important? And why don’t you talk about it with Daddy?“ asked Tamaki, compressing Haruhi in his death-bringing embrace.

„It wasn’t so important and my dad’s in work right now,“ said Haruhi, sending Tamaki to his dark corner.

„That was good, Haruhi,“ laughed Hikaru and Kaoru.

„Go change into your costume, customers will be here in a minute,“ told her Kyoya and handed her beautiful white dress possibly made by Hitachiin’s mother (guys are in tux or suit).

Haruhi sent him death glare (the one, she usually sends to Tamaki), but there was no time to argue, so she went to change.

When she came in again, the customers were already seated in front of piano.

„Welcome, princesses. Today you’ll see and hear sing every host member and then you’ll choose the best. It’s showtime!“ cried dramatically Tamaki and draw curtain aside, revealing the Hitachiin brothers.

Half an hour later…

„That’s can’t be true. Now it looks like I won’t have a turn,“ mumbled Haruhi for herself. Everybody already showed their so called talent, except her and Honey-sempai. Yes, even Mori already sang. But it was so quiet, that noone heard him. Maybe it was on purpose.

Honey-sempai came in front of everyone with Usa-chan in his arms and that cute expression of his and most of the remaining conscious girls fainted. When Honey finished his show, he winked at Haruhi.

„I beg for your attention, ladies. The last and most awaited host member is coming. Please, welcome Fujioka Haruhi. May I accompany you on piano, my precious daughter?“ asked Tamaki with wide smile and went to his dark corner again, when Haruhi said: „I don’t think so. I’ll handle it by myself.“ Which sent overjoyed Tamaki to grow mushrooms again.

She breathed deeply and sit by piano. The whole room went silent and waited for her art expression. Haruhi quickly looked at Yume-sama, who was the only one awared of Haruhi’s gender. She just smiled and nodded. Haruhi then turned back to piano and started to play (such a talent girl, huh?)

Let me sleep
For when I sleep
I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fears are left behind
I float on air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes

And sleep
Perchance to dream
So I can see the face I long

To touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

I’ll hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
Dream away

I’ll dream away

So let the moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me

Oooohhh
Dream of me

When last tone was heard, through the hall echoed loud applause. Haruhi shy bowed and ran to the rest of Host Club.

That moment nobody noticed that Haruhi looks and sings like a girl, which is really weird for a guy.

„That was amazing! My precious daughter is so talented,“ cried Tamaki with real tears in his eyes and poor Haruhi in his arms.

„Tono, leave her be. Don’t you see, that she can’t breathe?“ said Kaoru and when Tamaki let go of her they did the same.

„Yeah, ’cause only WE can do it!“ yelled Hikaru mockingly and ran from really angry Tamaki.

„It wasn’t that bad,“ smiled Kyoya, who already started selling records of members.

„Haru-chan was amazing, ne Takashi?“ grinned Honey.

„Ah,“ said Mori and Haruhi blushed. Honey looked at them, smiled and knowingly left them.

„Was that song meant for me?“ asked Mori and Haruhi froze.

‘How could he know?’ though surprised but nodded.

„Yes,“ said Haruhi and looked away. Out of nowhere she felt a hand on her left cheek. She turned her head and looked him in the eyes.

„Mori-sempai…“ she started but then suddenly felt his lips against hers. She smiled into the kiss and closed her eyes, not noticing the great amount of people looking at them.

When they pulled away, Haruhi hugged him with happy grin.

„I dream of you,“ whispered Mori and she just smiled ignoring some girls screaming: „FLAMES OF MOE!“

Everyone tells me that I’m not in fashion
I don’t look like the girls in the magazines
They may be hidden
But I’ve got my passions
I just don’t parade around like some home-coming queen

Take a look, here I am. Can’t you see
One simple smile from you
Could set me free
So if you take a look
let your heart be your guide
I’ll show you love if you take a look
at the girl inside